Do your heart beat as fast as mine?
Identification
Photobucket
1991,12july

i wish there is someone for me,
but i learned to be independent
cause i know that day might never come.
&i don't believe in hopes.


My name is Vans.

Desires

a Canon D500 camera,
HTC Hero,
a sewing machine,
a blueprint table,
& of course a bike.

For your infor, i do not like to use my father's money so most of the things are paid by myself as
I AM NOT SOME RICH KID

Is this all what I want?

Spoken
the note that said...


Do I have the freedom of speech?

Endless
layout: lyricaltragedy
inspiration: outgone
N284!

ruiliang
steph
benjamin
celeste
chrysan
dasiree
deanne
ignasia
ivan
james
jeremy
jisiang
jonathan
kevin
liying
nicholas
nicolette
peiyi
rita
viona
Am I close to them?
I wrote a love song on; 12:25 PM | Thursday, June 12, 2008
Using the mirror to look at the world.

The passion i used to have for blog isnt there anymore.
is it good or bad?both i guess.
sometimes loosing contacts with the cuberworld is good.
meditations, peace, reflections and redeciding on what i really need to do.
it seems that sometimes people need time to get over some stuffs,including me.
the minute i see how happy you all are, i knew my decision was a correct one.
Asking God some many times if i have did the correct thing,
He is always saying that,
"Don't worry, it may not be correct but it may be right. "
yesh, my God is a very humourous God.
i will not say it is a scar in my heart
but i believe it will always be a tattoo in heart.
Now, my life is getting so...interesting.
Being in a connect group which is full of passion is very important,
i have been influenced to study harder
but at the same time serving with Full passion.
Looking at steph how much she serve the cell and ministry,
i really feel that i have to do something about my ministry and rising up in cell.
Feeling burden and doing something about what you are burden for is
just totally a different thing.
Meitong and Peixuan are people just so passionate for the kingdom of God.
i realised im looking for friends who are really running the race with me.
it is so important when friends are in the kingdom of God,
they are the ones who will encourage you spiritually &emotionally
when you are discouraged.
maybe, we dont talk for the moment is the best thing for us.
alright, later on gathering with cellgroup &meet stephie earlier at clarke quay.

G
od, You're wonderful.